confusing

Now it is 4.17am...
i guess u are sleeping.. yet i didn't sleep cause i couldnt sleep and i decided to switch on my com again to write blog....

i was wondering how bright is my future will be...
a successful man or a man who only can supporting a moderate family...
i'm sure everyone dream to be rich man... no exception to me as well...
i do dream, i do try, i do does...
bt could it really help me in future ?

some people in the ages of 19th years old, they could drive a branded car...
i do envy with it... with my jealousy could it turn into reality ?
of course it will never exist...
successful comes from ur hardship...
hardship gives u a better life...
a better life gives a harmony family...
a harmony family comes from a healthy lifestyle...
healthy lifestyle comes from educations...

phew... it is a chain cycle over there....
what u have done today.. it will change result of tomorrow...
if u have done sth which is unhealthy in result u will fall sick in the next day...
i need support, support comes with sum curfew...
in my thinking human being is a kind of suffer...
we have to experience toughest life, glamorous life and etc..

i will work hard...
i will save hard...
i will study hard...
i will oso love u "hard"...

pls... be healthy... be happy...