dream~

today i was so fresh... eventhough i have just slept for approximately 6 to 7 hrs...
maybe i have to through research for car price...

i have a small head bt i'm going to wear a big hat...
tat sound funny yet it has motivate me to work harder n harder...
with a dream or clear way i think i should be overcome all the obstacles where is in front of me...
dreams maybe not achieve or it could be in part of reality.... depend on my effort...
through the research i found a car which is reasonable n affordable price tat is MAZDA 6

here is the pic of mazda 6 elegance, attractive, glamorous....

i will stick with tis !!!

work harder... hohoho

confusing

Now it is 4.17am...
i guess u are sleeping.. yet i didn't sleep cause i couldnt sleep and i decided to switch on my com again to write blog....

i was wondering how bright is my future will be...
a successful man or a man who only can supporting a moderate family...
i'm sure everyone dream to be rich man... no exception to me as well...
i do dream, i do try, i do does...
bt could it really help me in future ?

some people in the ages of 19th years old, they could drive a branded car...
i do envy with it... with my jealousy could it turn into reality ?
of course it will never exist...
successful comes from ur hardship...
hardship gives u a better life...
a better life gives a harmony family...
a harmony family comes from a healthy lifestyle...
healthy lifestyle comes from educations...

phew... it is a chain cycle over there....
what u have done today.. it will change result of tomorrow...
if u have done sth which is unhealthy in result u will fall sick in the next day...
i need support, support comes with sum curfew...
in my thinking human being is a kind of suffer...
we have to experience toughest life, glamorous life and etc..

i will work hard...
i will save hard...
i will study hard...
i will oso love u "hard"...

pls... be healthy... be happy...

touching~~

ytd.. she came n find me..i'm so glad..
bt she is keep crying in front of me...
i will be feeling sad inside my heart as well my dear...
bt wen she is leaving tat time...
i'm reli sad... i seeing her going back... >"<
today just the 1st day where i'm alone...
she is going to work...
earn more money...
hahha...
i will oso look for part time job as well...
i won give up

2years ago

2 more days i will back to the point as 2years ago...
i will be slightly far away from her...
she will be slightly far to me...
i remember once she move to here...
she complaint calls lesser.... sms shorter... conversations lesser...

so the calls will be increase rapidly and sms will be increase like a rocket...
phew... it will be challenging to us... bt i believe we can overcome it...
just need sum time to adopt it...

no doubt on u...
i believe u can do it...
so do i...
i will study hard...
for brighter future...
FAIRLADY....LATIO....CELICA....

these are the motivations...
where i believes we could do it...

i promise i will look after myself...
protecting myself...
be alert...
be aware....

so do u...
take care of urself...
nvr being as careless as last time lo...
i will reli say u funny n cute o...
hahaha....

YES I CAN

langkawi pics

ME at JETTY POINT

BEN n Me

4 girls 1 boy O.o

L to R = BEN, YEN, ANG, BEE, YEE, KANG

big vs small

she wrote i snap ^^

ms wong n mr oh ^^

Langkawi trip

LANGKAWI

well.. i was away for 3D 2N to langkawi...
the trip is really fun.. a lot of first time has been given in this trip

• my 1st time of drinking alcoholic
• my 1st time of vomiting
• my 1st time of wear sunglasses
• my 1st time of buying so much chocolates
• my 1st time of going out with her by flight
• my 1st time of face going red
  

so these are the 1st time to me and it is definitely gave me a sweet memories...
she n me has planned and spend up all our savings...
bank left nothing but my brain has deposit alot of sweets memories...
it is worth to spend n buy for tis sweet memories...

she is so nice, although she have sum problems....
i dun mind.. i will work hard to make sure she will get rid of that piece of thingy....
there is another outing yet i cant go... cause of my house rules, prohibition and restriction
but i will bless u have a wonderful holiday at there as well...
i promises i will be vr guai...
never be naughty
never make u feel worries
cause i'm adult... ^^

after back from langkawi, my mum has been register a course of weight management for me...
so i'm going for this course... phew... really can drive me to dead...
he is giving talks about nutritional... i know nothing about it...
so i pay attention n i have gained alot knowledge...
i stil have another 2 lessons to go... i think i can stand for that 2 class...
eventhough tat is reli boring...
but cause of healthy i will work hard !!!
wait me !! ms wong...
wakakaka.....

I'm FAT

Well... it all started on my 2nd second last semester of my diploma..
i was keep eating n eating frm a plate to few plates...
this is scary and yet this has make me decided to DIET, slim down from what i deserve to have..
wakakak..

guys pls give me a semester time frame... i will SLIM DOWN

WAIT AND SEE

she is nice

She is nice... why do i says so ? here are the evidences to proved why she is NICE

she is never leave me alone
she is never leave me bear all the cost
she is never count with me
she is never use my money
she is never rely on me
she is never stopping me

so this is the prima facie hahaha...

SHE IS NICE

it has been 1 year and 3 months

It has been together for 1 year and 3 months. it couldnt consider as mature stages according to such ages in love i would say tat it will stil be growth stage, bt of cox i believe in her hardship and understanding... we could steps into maturity stage vr soon..

Arguments will always happen when we have different in opinions, perceptions, thinkings, environment and personally intuitions... In order to reduce the chance of argue, either one have to step down and calm the situation..

Between she n me, we always take turns to tolerate with each other... Indeed there is a LOVE in between us, it will always get us to feel guity, sad, unhappy, sorry to another part of u... wahaha..

Yes, i admit the chances of going out is reduce alot compare to last time... i can say tat i purposely reduce the chances of going out, bt i guess u will be understand with me cause u are heart of my everything.. Less going out doesnt mean tat i dun memorable or celebrating to sum special day... Maybe i did celebrate in my heart bt u wouldnt noe...

Last word, i do appreciate everything i having nw... including u..

• morally support
• physically support
• mentally support
• financial support
• supports frm u will nvr fill up my hearts there is no limit to u ^^
  

i'm jobless !!

Due to sum unforeseen incident...
i'm being a part of unemployed...
Is it good to being jobless too... cause i dun reli wan to work...
Bt there is no income for tis sems yet expenses keep occurring...

Tis coming sems have sum festival where i maybe bleeding from my wallet...
what to do... they are my beloved... so buying a gift to sum1 tat u love the most..
It's my pleasure...

I rather myself keep saving like a beggar to exchange ur happiness

Being stingy to save money !
Acted wisely to buy thingy !

Recession, Inflation are ard....

i'm so useless

Recently i found out that my friend ard me were facing financial prob and stop further their education..

While my dad could afford to provide me to next level of education and myself were nt appreciating tis golden opportunity...

I felt myself is useless... i just gt a pass grade for all my paper and yet my dad is paying rm 8xx monthly to assist my education...

How useless am i, i think i'm definately useless... sry my dad...

should or shouldnt i

should i go to work ?
shouldn't i follow my own desire?

can i decide by my own ?
the answer is NO...

because he is my dad... T.T
no matter how much i dislike to work for it..
he is still is my dad...
i have to help him, although there is million of NO in my mind !!

i'm suffer while no 1 could see it....

Visible and Inviside side of me

1st i wan to talk abt can Visible side at me....
Well, sum1 keep saying that she/he, i'm better than them....
i admit tis... bt nth is perfect in tis world... there are always positive and negative in all aspect.

• battery oso + n -
• human oso + n - [girls and boys la]r
• worlds is divided to + n - [ying and yang]
• so + and - = Balance

well.. u seeing me like vr rich... in fact everyting is i PIA back by myself...
every sems break i go to work.... nvr go for holiday... i think u should noe.... ^^v
so tis is de visible part of me.... wat can be seen doesnt mean it is de real story..... ok?

2nd.. haha... my invisible side.....
well... being a only son is gd bt there is a bad side too..
i couldnt go out late.... cause ard 11.30pm my hp will rang... which she wan me to back b4 12
so i'm a cinderella...

• i couldnt drive... WHY ???
• cause she said dangerous.....
• how come i get license....
• cause my dad support to get a license....
• so my family is oso consist the principal of + and -

welll... i hope u won think in the way tat doesnt match or suit.... there is nt such things...
everything come frm ur 2 hands....
wat u had done is equivalent to wat u will receive...
cheer pig.... ^^c

suffering with FF [ fundamental of finance ]

The stupid FF

The Idoit FF

The bastard FF

WHAT THE FCUK !!!!

NIGHTMARE TO ME

recently.. i have dream about u having another guy... of cox tis may make me feel worry n unhappy as well... i declare that i'm selfish but aren't every couple will being selfish ?

they do love he/she
they do concern he/she
they do worry he/she
they do protect he/she

yes..i'm also one of the ppl who fall in tis kind of relationship...
how to be "generous" as in not to jealousy, not to envy...

seeing guy having their own car to drive his beloved here n there...
dating frm place A to place B...
a variety place to hang ard...

YET... i cant drive.. i couldnt bring her to sumwhere which is fresh to her....
i'm bound in a circumstance where going a place is convienient with public transportation..

VERY SOON... she will be explose herself into real world..
yet i'm stil a student...
she may face a guy who is fashionable, muscular, smart, caring, or even rich....

comparison is bad...
but with comparison human will be have improvement...
without an improvement he/she will remain in a left behind century...

there are alot questions n inquiries in my mind...

- unsecure feeling -

in another 1 months, she will nt right beside me all the time... tis told me tat it's a time for me to be independent... how to say i have to be independent ? such as ? example ?

i have to go college alone...
i have to go eat with h.mate...
i have to take bus alone...

she will not able to beside me all the time...
she will not looking at me daily...
she will not scold me physically...

phew~ tis shall need alot of time to adapt to it...
frm i'm always being accompanied to the extend of not always being accompany...

with this kind of circumstances.... there are few question may come to my mind !!!
do i able to proceed to further ?
will she change ?
do i change ?
wat if... the worst come worst she reli have few "BEES" flying beside her....
wat shall i do ? kill the "BEES" ?
or i shall just close an eyes ?
will i be inform with tis kind of situation ?

OMG.... it's sad...

*U* did to *I*

*U* make a handmade love shape chocolate to *I* on [14/2/2008] a dark chocolate
*I* 1st time to receive handmade chocolate... wen *I* open the box, it was full of love shape chocolates... of cox *I* was STUNNED, he didnt expected to receive such memorable and meaningfull present, where in his mindset were think of big gift or any other things else... haha... jkjk

*U* made a card which content of few pages n wrote on the journey tat *U* and *I* encountered or overcome.... of cox it will be a guideline for *U* and *I* it will be a memorable to *I*
*I* gave a doggie to *U*, *U* treated the doggie as a substantial value to her... at tis moment, it shows price doesnt play an important role, a thing will be appreciated if it is given by sum tat is u love the most...

*U* gave a musical box to *I*, she said wen *I* is in pressure or stress.. he shall take it out to enjoy n listen to the music play by de musical box... *I* kept it nicely in his cupboard... wen he is out of his mind... the MUSICAL BOX will plays its role to his OWNER...
*I* gave a coins box to *U*... the COINS BOX is named as [HAPPY BEAR] *I* hopes tat wenever *U* miss *I* she shall put few coins in... at the same time, *U* could make sum saving for future purpose...

*U* gave a converse shoes to *I* with a white based and red colour stars... *U* has choosen tis colour is bcox red is her favourite colour... she shall seen *I* wearing it
*I* gave a pinky sony mp4 to *U*. Mp4 shall playing an accompany on behalf of *I*, wenever *U* is bored, it will beside her and entertain her... [in fact there is no comparation of value, it just compare on the purpose of a thingy bought to play an important roles on a specific duty]

*U* and *I* has make a promise to each other where in 5 yrs time.... tis convenant will be only noe by *U* and *I*, tis will keep their passion burning and overcome all the obstacles that they will faces...

* U *

Well... turn & turn... twist & twist... at last i met a girl who is hyperactivate, she will just do everything by herself, regardless it's sth vr heavy or she have to climb up... she will just complete it by herself.. so i called her as PA girl... she was a media members, she admit she noe alot of things about media. in fact i WAS a so called pa system members (known as media team) i may a little things about it, bt i do noe how to setup a complete media system for an assembly...

*U* are reli extra ordinary
*U* are reli outstanding
*U* are reli different
*U* are PERFECT

She has a bad habits where she will just [hehehaha] in all occasion regardless it is in a fighting scene or sth could reli make her very happy... i dunno, maybe in her dictionary i could not find a way is without [hehehaha]

*U* are cheerful
*U* are charming
*U* are gorgeous
*U* are fantastic

i'm here to say..........

*I* will cherish u
*I* will appreciate u
*I* will remember about u
*I* will missing about u


*I* Love *U*